RECOVERY IS A JOURNEY

RECOVERY isn’t a lie. It’s a MIRACLE.

The hell you’re living in. The fear it’ll be too hard; that you’re not worthy. THAT’S THE LIE.

GOD IS MORE POWERFUL THAN THE LIE.

My first four weeks of recovery have turned into almost eight years. I thank God for this miracle and for His grace that compelled me to finally reach for FREEDOM. If you’re struggling with addiction of any kind, know this: GOD IS A MIGHTY WARRIOR. THE MOMENT YOU CHOOSE FREEDOM, GOD WILL FREE YOU. HAVE FAITH THAT HE WILL.


Surrender isn’t giving up. It’s letting go. | JOHN 8:32 | Words by JN Fenwick, © 2025 | Image from Adobe Stock Images and licensed for use | Music is royalty-free and licensed for use


I’d tried everything and been in and out of treatment and fallen more times than I could count. The voices in my head were overpowering. The darkness was winning, and I truly believed I had nothing left. Nothing to fight with. Nothing to fight for. I’d finally hit bottom. 

THAT WAS MARCH 22, 2018. TURNS OUT, THE BOTTOM WASN’T THE END. IT WAS THE BEGINNING.

  • Image of a women sitting alone covering her head with a recovery quote by J.K. Rowling.
  • Image of a man bent in prayer with a quote about recovery from Robert Downey Jr.

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I DO NOT WALK THIS RECOVERY JOURNEY ALONE.

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